TrOuBlEd..

OMG..what should i do.??
my tkd sir encouraged me to go for this year's nationals and i have to give him an answer by this week.it will be my last time to fight as a brown belt and to represent Hougang Sec.he has confidence in me that i can get gold.but I'm afraid i cannot,there are so many girls in my category better than me.i even FAILED my poom belt grading because of my footwork during sparing!
I'm also not sure if i want to go a not.i really want to but.my parents mind and my 'o's are coming and I'm still not prepared.my parents stop me from going for trainings after my grading and want me to concentrate fully on my 'o's.i don't know how to convince them to let me go for trainings at least fortnightly and to join the competition willingly.
The competition day falls on my birthday celebration..25 & 26 August..and my actual Birthday is on 27 August!!

ANYONE WHO IS READING MY BLOG PLZ HELP ME..WHAT SHOULD I DO??