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Hey Gorgeous 2008

2008-10-17T02:36:00.005+08:00

The link to vote is below:

Hey, Im back!

Please vote for me if you think i have what it takes to be gorgeous in your eyes from 3-29 Nov 08.

maximum 10x per user per day.

Thank you so much.. ^^

Blog Things...

2008-08-20T16:43:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: August 27

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.

In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.

You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.

You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits!

Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion

Your gemstone: Peridot

Your flower: Poppy

Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style:

Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize.

Your Ideal Wedding:

A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing

Your Philosophy on Marriage:

The person you marry should be your best friend.

Your Perfect Marriage:

Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures

The Wedding Dress Test

My Name!

2008-08-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

What Neo Jun Ru Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Love.

2008-07-22T13:07:00.011+08:00

"I believe that women are meant to be pampered.If there's no challenge, nothing for the men to fight for and fear about, then being taken for granted is certainly inevitable for you." --(quoted from peggy's blog)

maybe that is part of the 'play hard to get' attitude which makes the person treasure and love you more.never really tried that before but those are the words said by majority female adults around me.

hmm..maybe that's why my r/s always never last.ha ha.

but of course we cannot be too pampered, still must give in sometimes.

Saw quite a number of couples walking around the campus holding hands, so happy and loving.

It suddenly makes me feel so depressed over not having a boyfriend.

The feeling of wanting someone to pamper me.
to pour out my frustration and happiness.
console me when I'm sad and stressed.
accompany me home everyday.
getting lost in Singapore with me.
try all sorts of fun and adventurous activities with me and my friends especially with my FB.
get along well with my sister.(its not going to be easy)
will always appear when i misses him.
always showering me with love ^^

its also not easy to find someone you really love and loves you back.

Admire my friends holding on strong together with their gf/bf and still loves each other even after going through numerous obstacles.

Like peggy (if you do visit her blog regularly http://www.thy-dowager.blogspot.com/ , 1 of the post about her r/s with her bf is, Thursday, July 17, 2008 , its simply so SWEET! )

and jessica(2gt with him 4 like 3yrs n still standing strong).

Expecially married couple(eg: my parents, still loving each other for almost 20yrs), they really know how to maintain their r/s despite many new problems.

Just let nature take its course........

Hungry?

2008-07-03T16:17:00.005+08:00

Wanna find Delicious FOOD is Singapore?
Wanna stimulate your appetite ?

http://singapuradailyphoto.blogspot.com/

This site was introduced by my COMT & IAC group-mate, Yannz , during lesson. ^^

We were already salivating and craving for the food in the pictures...

VAUNT3 @ MOS-17June08

2008-06-30T00:46:00.023+08:00

My Very 1ST TIME CLUBBING!! It was a totally FUN experience with my gf!

I will NEVER forget it!

Its an underage party, for 16 & above at Ministry Of Sound(MOS).

The theme was NEON, so we need to dress in striking colours, but most people are in black and white.

What I Learn From My 1st Time?

-Its better to bring along a trust-able guy friend/boyfriend as your dance partner too.

-Stay close with your friends.(super packed and loud)

-DO NOT put too much money in your pocket(We Lost $50!)

-Carry light or don't bring anything.(the bouncer will dig every single pocket of your bag)

-Try not to get drunk(we did not drink alcohol at all)

-Hack-Care the people around you and just lose yourself in the music.

-ENJOY YOURSELF, Dance your HEART OUT & GET HIGH!

Jess Came my house at about 8pm.

cam whoring at my favourite spot! =P

Wanted to go with this hairstyle at 1st..

Me & My Darling gf!

Totally Love Her!
Trying on my wig. haha.She looks lyk a pineapple

Jessica

Jun Ru
Jess suggested to wear this hairband, which matches the theme.
Tgt 4ever!

Before we left for MOS, went to heartland mall to buy flats, bcoz on the way to the mrt station,my low-heels suddenly spoil. -_- Regretted not wearing my favourite sport shoes.

My 1st time wearing flats (never really like it from the start, it stil didnt change my mindset until now)

Dislike it...
(no offence to ppl who like it)
-causes blisters on the side of my feet,near the little toe and the back of my feet.

-i have sweaty feet and palms problem, so it kept slipping off.

-didnt know there r socks 4 flats,it looks funny to me. -_-

-still find it ugly on me,like my feet are too big 4 it.(haha)

-difficult to dance with it.

-pain until i cannot walk properly.

In Conclusion...
Sport Shoes are still the best.

Comfortable. Multi Purpose wear. Can dance,walk,jump,run without having unnecessary pain or injuries. Having sweaty feet will not be a problem

Anyway..Back to clubbing..hees...

2 different rows..Over 18 and under 18..
Only 18 and above have an orange wristband.
LOOK AT THE CROWD!!
Long queue
MOS!!

that yellow shirt guys, specs is so cool!!
WOW.i didnt know there are female bouncers..She is quite pretty.^^

They take freaking long to stare at you and ur ID card.

She tot my card belongs to jess and hers is mine.she said she cant really recognise if its the right way.-_-

Well....Best Friends Simply Look Alike.. ^^

The world of clubbing journey begins...
People waiting for friends at the entrance..
Looks so magical..
Its super creative!!

Cool chairs..
While waiting 4 the party to start.We went too early..9.30pm

Pretty Artlady..
Start to cam whoring in the second floor toilet, no one was in there.

the toilet looks so nice man!!

HER

so blue..

Mirrors everywhere..

Our Signature Pose..
Love the button.so colourful
She has HOT lips..Mine super horrible..lol..
Scary..?
Finally,we Met up with someone we know. Junlong and his many years buddy,same platoon mate,joel.

Jess and muthu's art piece on his shirt.an owl, suppose to look like him..

Jess's FOC Group mate,mark, finally came. abt 10.30pm

His eyes alwys closed whenever we take photo..

so..he forced it open..

The

Fashion Designer Competition 11pm

The female models have really great figure and lovable faces.so jealous..=(

The designs were creative! totally meet the theme:NEON

I was kneeling under a table at the 2nd floor jus to have a clear view.

Super unglam.hees..thats me..=P

The MCs too..but i couldn't really see from a bad angle.
When the contest ended...The FUN finally start!!

LOUD & BOUNCY music..

the floor was lyk vibrating to the beat.

smokes make the atmosphere even better.

the dance floor immediately filled with crazy teens.

The stage was so COOL.

air coming out frm the floor with the beat n it can rotate!!

Me & my Sweetie dance non-stop from the start!

Met Muthu,Jess's BABW family,on the dance floor, with his cousin and friend.

until we were tired and thristy. 3.30am

My feet were seriously hurt.

when i took the flats off, it was a great relieve man!

we went out to the riverside to rest.

MUTHU(not his real name,given randomly bt jess)

She seems tired..

We went back and dance til 5am.

time really passes very fast when you are enjoying..

I was the last to leave,last 1 to collect our bag. =P

Got to know a really cool guy, who can really dance well.

He taught me abit too.

The whole is really small, co-incidently he is in TP, acct & finance.

Same as my Jess! but he is in year2

We wanted to go to the coffee shop to haf breakfast, which mark's frens were there before us.

Unfortunately, we were not sure where isit.

So, we just slack at the river side.

Its actually quite nice.

Cooling,peaceful and great view.

Jess was freaking tired..so she just slpt there till 7am

Mark's Sec fren,Chris(so many ppl gt the same name)
Random shots..Out of boredom.

I was still hyper. still having the 'wanna dance somemore' mood.Haha

Muthu is reali Creative

The Central

Somehow watched the sun rise.

Finally morning.. Jess woke up.
Cleared the mess we made.

do i look tired?

clubbing didn't managed to kill all my energy.hees.

and off to mac 4 breakfast. Reached home at 9am.

bathed and slpt 4 a full 8hrs. ^^

Hope to go clubbing again!!

Damn It lahx!!!

2008-06-28T02:47:00.002+08:00

Im such a noob Blogger..
I don't know how to edit my blog layout!!
I Don't how to edit blogskins from blogskins.com!!
I wan to keep Updating my blog but the Templates total spoil my mood.
Can't it jus be as simple as Friendster Skins, jus copy what u lyk n paste it.TADA! its colourful n interesting...

Any Kind Soul, Willing to help me??

1st day f sch! 23June08

2008-06-26T12:00:00.007+08:00

1st day of school, after just 2wks of break. We don't have the mood to study. So we end up doing silly stuff.............

Can u see how fun my class is??

done by the artist himself..

Its a REAL GUN!! Ahh!!!

All busy studying, Except me..Oops..
Future-BABOH-to-be
Not even caring about the lecturer
Weird Faces
Eltech Lecturer..Cute Rite?

Happy Times
Simply Having FUN!
It seems so wrong..
Retarded Look.

Trying to be hardworking?

But failed..
TWIST!!

Thats ME!! ^^

I guessed she was too hungry..

Aarthi Seems to be laughing so happily over that act.

Oh NO!! He is pregnant!! with His gf's Baby.

Stupid face..due to my hyper-ness. =P

Unglam MoMENTS..

DaDa Visited Me!! ^^

2008-06-12T16:19:00.004+08:00

FrOm MR Dada..CUTE Rite??

Name:D D

D.O.B: 12 JUNE 2008, 4.47pm.

i m bored! mr dada is beside me now. =)

Haha..BearBear,DD Caught Him Red Handed!!

Ended Up sleeping on my bed..

Every1 simply love my soft bouncy bed!!

Muahahaha.DD Eating his face..LOL..

After he left 4 training..

I went cam whoring with DD..Hehe..
Love DD SOSO much!!

Just realise my eyebags so scary..

U r MINE!!

Hmm..where DD go..
Learn frm My Dearie,Jess..hehe..

MR. Dada jus love DD's puffy tail..hees..

Thanks Dada..U made my day ^^ even tot u jus came awhile. I stil have to rot at home 4 at least 4 more days.. =(

NPSU-FOC 08

2008-04-02T04:53:00.010+08:00

ZETA PI's POWERFUL CHEERS!!!

Hey!!Hey hey get out the way

today's the day we put u away!

Hey Freshies u so good

u so good u make our day

HEY FRESHIES! HEY HEY

Hey GLs u so great

u so great u make our day

HEY GLS! HEY HEY

Hey ZETA u so fine

u so fine u blow our minds

HEY ZETA! HEY HEY

4,tres(3),two,uno!

Z to the E to the Z-E-T-A-P-I WAD ! X3

Wad u gonna do when we come ard

when we say u we rock the hse

wad u gonna do when we come ard

when we say u r goin down!

We r ZETA PI

we won't wobble to the flo

we shine in the light

more den platinum more den gold

u cant through us over we r hotter den u noe

we r ZETA PI !

ZETA PI in the warfront

tis is where we wanna be

wif my 3 best companions

my Gls, my grpmates n me~

Hey nw! Hey nw !

hear wad we say nw

happiness is juz ard the corner

hey nw! Hey nw!

hear wad we say nw

we'll be there fer u

The ZETA PI is comin'and everybody's runnin'

frm Jurong to Sentosa

dey see us n say SIA LA !!

Back to perspective!! (actions!!)

To the front

to the side

to the back

but dun be shy!

To the front

to the side

to the back

but dun lose sight!

(clap 4 times)

APPLE PIE,CHERRY PIE,LEMON PIE,PEACH PIE!

we r the ZETA PI

we FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !!!!

Move DUDES!

Get out da way

get out da way, juz get out da way!

Move DUDES!

get out da way

get out da way, juz get out da way!

Ha! HA! HA!

Its ZETA! LOUDER!

Its ZETA! LOUDER!!!!

Turn on the radio

watch us as we go

Lets get loud

Lets get loud!

turn the music up to hear the sound

Lets get loud

Lets get loud!

u got da move so let us show how u gonna groove

We rule u foolwad cha gonna do (X2)

when we come for u

We rule u fool

wad cha gonna do when we come ard

when we say we will rock the house

wat cha gonna do when we come ard

when we say u r gng down!!

We r ZETA PI

we r ZETA PI!

we wil stand tgt hear the others cry!

We r ZETA PI

we r ZETA PI!

we wil stand tgt hear the others cry!

We got our DH!

we got our GLs!

we got our Freshies!

we got our flag!

we hab the power!

we hab the strength!

We r ZETA PI~

ZETA PI-rians!!!!!!!!!!

WE R ZETA! ZETA! ZETA PI! (continuously)

Dinner at Chomp Chomp With FB!!

2008-03-26T04:01:00.012+08:00

LOL..so sry..there are so many thing i want to share, bt im too lazy to blog..

so pissed with myself, i dno hw to set my camera nt make the pics so big, wasting my time to keep resizing all the pics, to save my laptop space, 4 easy uploads n sending..

even tot i dn haf much reader, i still have to continue blogging down all the events in my life b4 i 4gt them.. sorry for the broken english too.I gt C6 4 'o' lvl. =P

Back to 22march 08, frm 7pm onward...

FBs who turned up : Flour Barney(YL), Froggy Barney(Fred), Feaces Barney(WM), Farmer Barney(Jess), Fragrance Barney(JM) n Freaky Barney(Me)..

+ Sean & Yan Ling's fren..

Every1 each have a big jar f sugar cane drink($2.50)

I was still full frm my scrumptious Lunch, I just keep taking pics f every1 to kill my boredom..HAHA..

Yan Ling & her fren..

Jia Ming & Sean too engross Eating..

Jess having her hokkien mee(quite tasty)..

She is Loving it..

Finally took a snapshot f Wei ming who is alwys hiding frm cameras..

Freddy..Busy Sms-ing..

Fred & Jess..

LOL..Sean & Wei Ming..Haha..he doesnt noe im taking..So cute facial expression..

Lol..Random shots..

Isnt she Pretty.. ^^ Bt she alwys haf Low self-esteem.. Whenever im with her, i feel tall.. =P

LOL..oops..my hand

Gorgeous Jess & Me.. ^^

Haha..Nice shot f Shit Face..

LOL..oops..Looks Funny..A Bunny??

MINE!!

Hmm..Interesting..

Me!!

JM & Me

Evil Fred & WM..Spamming lyk nobody's buisness..All f the pics so ugly.We dn even noe when to pose..

Finally, All Gave up..

Im Killing YL..

Yuppie..Im the TALLEST!!

Candid Shots..

This telephone booth Looks lyk an artistic Area..

qualified Ah Lians??

Erm..Too shy to pose alone..

THE END f the day...

JinJin Early Bday Lunch..

2008-03-25T09:57:00.005+08:00

21 March 2008. Mummy,JinJIn MeiMei, KaiKai KorKor,BinBin KorKor n me went to jumbo restaurant at Serangoon Garden Country Club for my sister early Bday celebratn, coz she will not be free the whole day on her actual Bday, 31March..

The 1st dish was JoeDuck(Dno hw to spell). I 4gt what was that n tot tt its jus some Duck related thing, but its actually a type of shell seafood lyk clamp or abalone.

It can be eatten raw,lyk sashimi or cook it. But i think raw is better, coz u cn taste the sweetness in it. Taste even better with WASHABI. =D

This is the fresh raw meat with its shell.. Tasty =P

Wok Seared Tenderloin Cube with Capsicum(Chef Recommendatn)

You can see how soft n juicy the beef cube is..

Your teeth will just sink into the soft tender meat and the juice spreading in your mouth.It was so heavenly..

Golden Cupped Diced Seafood With Roaster Almonds(Chef Recommendatn)

You can see hw well decorated it is. 1 look at it, u noe its simple that delicious. the strawberries bought out the Sweetness of the Combination.

Abalone Treasure Bag(Chef Recommendatn)

Even tot the abalone was not big (unlyk the 1 tt i wasted in australlia =( ) but it was satisfying.

Their AWARD Winning Dish : Salted Egg Golden Prawns(Chef Recommendatn)

I LOVE this Dish Especially at the bottom, Coz there will be some Sweet n Salty sauce left.

The only Vegetable dish.. Asparages

Dessert was mango pudding 4 the rest..

Herbal jelly 4 me..
Its best with the honey..I poured alot..hehe..

It was an expensive but filling lunch..

After that i went to my office for more training..then, went to meet FB for dinner at chomp chomp.. Pictures will be out soon..after my 4d3n freshmen camp at ngee ann poly.. will be bck on sat.. ^^

Sick Sick =(

2008-03-24T03:12:00.003+08:00

Sry..was FREAKING sick n busy to blog..i want to blog alot f things..lyk abt my job process..arts fiesta4..n Jun Long carpet grass hair..lol..the weather is lyk so horrible lahx..nw My throat hurt alot lahx..n my nose alwys blocked n the mucus cnt stop flowing..my body feel so heaty..expecially my throat..so pain =( wth..stil gta work 2mr..i still nid my health during my freshmen camp in ngee ann poly..which is lyk on this wed..26march..lol..well..wish me luck..

HS Arts Fiesta 4 -2008

2008-03-22T02:37:00.008+08:00

Went for a seminar at 11pm. They played a game b4 starting, lyk those with collar sit to the right, without to the left. i was unlucky enough to be the last to sit, had to do a forefeet. Requested me to sing, i say i gt no voice, dance, i donno. Ended up, i did a catwalk down n up the stage. I did a quick walk n ran bck to my sit,trying not to look at any1. i was shivering all the way.LOL.
i dare not left when i was suppose to coz it was not over n i feel that its very rude. but the speaker saw me,packed up n ready to run position, he suddennly ask me inthe middle f his talk: 'do u need to leave?' i nod my head den he ask every1 to clap 4 me.All f them were staring at me, i was so nervous, i opened the wrong door not realising it was locked den ran out frm the back door.LOL..so scary..

Made an appointment to install compulsory software depending on the course at 2pm,but we reached at 3+. I made alex wait 4 me abt an hr in the mrt statn. even worst he cnt tap out to exit at our destination, went up the control station, the green shirt man asked: 'why did u stay so long in the mrt station, where u came frm?'. its was the 1st time i noe that u cannot over-stay, hopefully didnt haf charge.

Hougang Secondary Arts Fiesta 4- Drama.. I got a free admission ticket under the Alumni,VIP sit. =P Held in Singapore Poly. SP looks lyk a forest, so many plants everywhere. We nearlygot lost n i had mosqito bites. *_* Every1 dress in their smart formal wear with heels. i felt left out, with sport shoes. -_- even worst i was carrying 3 bags, my usual bag, laptop bag n a paper bag with my bikini tt i lent weiting. I alwys dress up at wrong occasions, making myself looking lyk a clown =(

I love n Hate wearing heels..
LOVE: Look tall, feel matured, Haf confidence, make my cuff looks smaller, Lady-like, elegant
HATE: pain, cnt walk long dist, cnt run n jump or do anything funny with my legs, must walk slowly, might slip off or haf blisters easily(sweaty palm n feet)

Back to the Ats Fiesta....
1st was Award Ceromony. Too bad im nt good enough =(

nxt is the chinese drama- 18 yr old birthday Present..Quite a sad drama about an innocent gal becoming bad n get herself into jail at the age f 18 during her bday..The Actors n Actresses r reali good But the make up was super thick-kinda scary!!

We had 20mins break. VIPs get to help ourselves at the buffet table.Hehe.. the fruit tart, cream puff, jelly was delicious.

Malay Drama-Something like 'The Musuem"

English Drama-'Off-Centre'

Similar to the 1 i watched at Esplanade.

Me n Jess..Took secretly =P

Vincci, Li xun, Me n Syhidah..MISS them..My sec2 gd frens..

EVIL Zi Yang..Was suppose to help us take photo, he took himself..

With Yi Xin..

Me n My su(studying in SJC)..

4E2 AMaths Students with Mdm Ching(Fav teacher).

Miss those FUN times in class..

Wanted to reunit the SJs..but su has to rush off.. =(

Me, Jia Li n Serene

Too Blur...(nt gd)

Serene tot sm1 was calling her.(nt gd)

Just Nice.. ^^

Two Great Dancers n potential leaders beside me..it was such a waste..i closed my eyes..=(

My Class, 3 Great dancers..My eyes is the smallest. -_-

Jess, Paddy Kor n Me..LOL.Nice hair. male version f zhen zi.

Finally can see his eyes..

Bapok Just came bck frm 1st wk f army..

His Hair used to be lyk that....BUT...

NOW!!! Carpet grass hair.. so nice to touch..haha

Bck View..

Side View..

Doesn't his head looks like a ball..

EVIL Jess..Spamming with my webcam..

16 march 08- sun

2008-03-16T23:53:00.009+08:00

After Breakfast+Lunch with my family as usual, when to THE CATHEY with alex(future sch mate ^^) to watch the (DANCEWORK 2 SG-08)dance competition. Wanted to go suppose My sch but ,unfortunately theirs was on sat n they didnt gt into the finals. They did their best. I will stil support them.. ^^

L is SUPER CUTE !! I LOVE HIM!! =P

Ended up i supported OPSS by wearing white shirt too.i wore TP 'i am' shirt while Alex wore L's long slevees shirt(so cute =P), when he does L's weird actions, really look lyk, jus without eyeliner.haha.

I wanted to watch all the different grps performance but it was too crowded n i was too short. To make things worst, It was raining. People holding their umbrella high, blocking my view. =( So we just walked aimlessly abt THE CATHEY.

Saw Yanling, or she saw me 1st.LOL. she also came to support OPSS, with her bro(YL was rite-more gd looking than pic) n cousin(frm OPSS) Luckily she didnt wear the same shirt(she nearly wanted to) tt i alwys see whenever we went out.Haha.

The sky was nice enough to stop raining when it was OPSS's turn. WOW!! I was amazed, it was really good!! Filled with emotions, creativity n talent. It was outstanding.. no doubt the other teams were good too. I felt demoralised tt im nt as good as them. =(

About 3.30pm we went to catch a movie in cathey RULE #1

The starting is not as boring as normal horror movies. We went in abit late n there were shocking secnes alrdy. It was pretty SCARY n SHOCKING !! NO 1 cn fall aslp. But it still didnt stop me frm loving horror movies. =P Alex was scared too, he can even dropped his hp without himself realising until the movie ended..haha..I was grabbing on his slevee throughout. LOL. Its quite a good movie, its a must watch. Best to watch with love ones. ^^

went to hougang mall, had dinner n explored the arcarde at the top level. Saw Guo Wei working there. abt 7pm then we seperated, i took a bus to Bedok resevior for training as usual.

Training ended, sir asked me to spar with pei shan(blue) n a maid(white), which i did nt 4 quite sm time. So, i was scared. Luckily, i did improved a little- my footwork. But sir say, im still sparing without brains..LOL. True. My mind was blank, i onli know hw to anyhow KICK. =P Comfirmed, still not going for black belt Grading. i skipped so many alrdy.Haha. Stiil not good enough..Haiz..

1ST DAY OF CNY 2008

2008-02-12T02:35:00.007+08:00

As usual we would go to my grandparents(papa side) house 1st. Every year we will be the 1st to reach but last year we were 2nd bcoz of me. haha. the whole family have to wait for me. i still dont no why we cannot eat meat until 12pm but i just follow.

Getting prepared..im the last to be ready. =P

In my ah ma house..1st to reach every year(except last yr-my fault)..
Me and kai kai korkor..handsome rite..haha..binbin korkor in between.can u see??

so ghostly...woooo...

nw he can see him clearer..haha..binbin korkor- like got nothing better to do..haha..i wonder how his gf can tolerate him.

Korkor s act cool..LOL..

Sam Jiejie joined in.. =)

My camera angle so good..!!! haha.. my hand long enough too..

My mummy and me..I look so much like her. my papa say if i had his features i will look really gorgeous.LOL. even so, i stil love the way i look. ^^ every1 are beautiful in different ways n depending on different people point of view.

My sis is beautiful but she dono how to smile.

My daddy so cute rite..i love his dimples..he is always so smilie!!

Ling ling jiejie very pretty too..hehe..she is a virgo too =P

Lingling jiejie's BF..playing psp..almost every1 have psp lahx..
=(

HAHA!! Binbin korkor so beng..gold chain from his dad.

Manman so cute..everytime take photo with her, she alwys look so scared.Haha
My real god-sis..same age as my sister..they r lyk good buddies..

Lyk doing some commercials..

Does it look lyk a couple..Haha.ok..NO..So fake..

All just day dreaming or watch tv..dots..

i Always eat the most during CNY.. haha..Piggie Me!!

My cute Ah ma..LOVE her so much..I always kiss her before i leave her house.hehe..She looked after me when i was a baby..it wasnt easy. =P

After that, we went to my mummy side..nth to take there..not close with them. i just slp,watch tv ,eat n collect ang pao..Haha..

At abt 8pm we went to my dad's eldest sis house play..they gamble too. but i jus played 1 round n won $0.80..haha.our bet is jus $0.20-$2..

This game is super fun..bigger grp better..sa , fun sa- ivan korkor started it.. there are alot f stages but we learn 5 onli. u will not regret playing this game..loser gets drawn on the face with powder..

Chinese New Year Eve 2008

2008-02-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

Went back to HS to visit my teachers and juniors..

But i went there late.Bcoz i went to dye my hair. New hair colour- reddish- orange, cool colour to start a new year!! I knocked a teenager with my cap when i alighted from the bus, she seems to be in pain, i just hold her by her shoulders n kept asking, is she alrdy bt she didnt reply. i just said sorry and run to the traffic light without turning back. -_-" LOL.I wonder what the other passerbys would think. Haha.. I managed to reach after the lion dance performance.there are so many alumni there alrdy..i felt really pei seh.so many people stare at me while to sqeezed through to my sit, booked by Jess. Partially bcoz, i wear a cap n my shirt's hood, trying to hide my hair-jess said i looked lyk a robber.LOL.the principle sat directly in front of me. when we were talking, he turned around and asked us if we r watching the performance or chit chatting. LOL.

A gift from Kang Jian lao shi to jess. nt fair =(

dao fu..by kelvin-jess bf

Paddy Kor kor..haha..cool hair right?

Our Master piece..FB!!

Jess Gift to mian bao(bread) lao shi.it looks just lyk her.Haha.

Cool Pendant rite..Haha..considering him to be our model for male accesorries

I love his cardigen..its STARS!!

Chinese stuff...

Serene looked so stressed. she is overall in-charged of it. haha.

They are all busy settling the reunion dinner tickets..

while me and jess..playing a fool..LOL.. but we did tried convincing people to attend. i wasted alot f my time n saliver but they stil donwan.. =(

I Love my hair colour..Too Bad its not a good colour to be in the modeling industry.. =(

But its ok..i stil love it!! =P

enjoy it before it fates away..

Me and my jess..Still Loving her!! ^^

i look horrible in this pic lahx..Haha.random pose.

Jess was so evil..she took photo of Joel(used to hate him alot). my dad saw it, tot that i took it, he was almost angry.

Joel sms me, hope that we stil can be frens. while, maybe im jus too nice and forgiving.=P I agreed, we just chat through sms lyk the past was nth. Its was a horrible memory, i had with him that i do not want to remember. i learnt my lesson, hopefully it wont happen again. My parents and cousin knew about the sms he sent, ask me reply: 'fuck off, too bad for u. its none of my business.'

Lol..Its so harsh, but i choose nt to.. if they found out that i forgave him. they will be pissed n have a bad impression on me. haiz..What is the point hating someone, who sounds sry n mean no harm anymore. Most people would think that i am stupid after all he had done to me. while its part of my fault too.

My Fab!!

2008-02-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE IT SOSO MUCH!! I Bought it from chinatown at $15..quite ex to me..but its super cute..i dreamt of having it since i was 6.haha..I finally found it!!!

FRONT VIEW

BACK VIEW

SIDE VIEW

I look slimmer lyk that..haha..but look sluttish.

Haiz..Too bad i cant just wear like that, go out..only can mix and match to cover more..haha..My parents will kill me if i do..Look so prositute..LOL

My Tummy fats make me look horrible in all my outfits..must breath in very hard then it will look flat..

Its like no matter how i try getting rid of it, i never succeed.any effective method to recommend??

Last day as sakae staff!!

2008-02-08T03:03:00.000+08:00

Heartland mall sakae sushi main entrance!!

My Name tag!! Sushi packer onli..haha..

My Job

i just do most of the simple stuff..

-easy sushi,inari and gundan for belt,orders and sets

-sometimes sashimi n hana maki(rice ball wrapped with salmon,mayo on top with ebiko)

-Placin the sushi nicely on the plate and putting plastic cover over every plate

-Pack sushi sets for delivery,take away n eating on the spot

What i roughly look like in the kitchen,every working day.

-paper Shower cap

-mouth mask

-gloves

-apron

Front View

Back View

Entrance of the kitchen..

Ah Lian Aunty making sushi.

Xiao Yu Jie Jie at her usual spot

The cooked food section, all guys

the 1 in black is the manager...

the sink that my section uses

All the rice ball in the trays

I 4got his name..LOL.He is super nice, he got scolding bcoz of me n didnt scold me. he just told me the right way with a smile.I LOVE his Attitude!!

Jai Liang and Fei Fei..haha

Advance sushi station

This is how narrow the kitchen is...

The Onli hole that i can see outside.and peek at handsome guys..haha.

My Station, isnt it clean!!

Manager precious Fridge..LOL.He will scold if any1 keep opening it.

The onli lockers..not enough for every1..1 locker 3 ppl share.

Furthermore its quite small..

That Man,They call him Lao Da(big boss), ah tao(head)!! haha..

The Belt...

List Of Orders...

Oops..He caught me red handed..

I thought they would not be able to find out, cause im using my hp camera.

Posing 4 me..Haha..I bought the pizza, while aunty ah lian paid

LOLX..i Have no comments..

Fei Fei-Weird expression

ALL Malaysians...

Our 1ST and Last Photo 2gt.. WiLL mISS themm so much.. =(

Last day of Work !!

2008-02-05T04:03:00.001+08:00

Went to my gandmother house 2day, had a really filling dinner. we had fresh raw salmon, abalone from mexico($100++), yu sheng, abalone n scallope clayboat bought from a restaurant and a whole suckling pig!! its the most expensive dinner i had at my grandma's place. its so delicious that i cannot control myself from stuffing the food into my mouth. Im like growing fatter even before cny, now im even further from my goal, to flatten my tummy.. =((

I just finished baking my cookies n cupcakes at 4am! haha!! i wanted to give to my sakae sushi kitchen crew but my effect was wasted, my 1st batch f cookies was so-so only, but the 2nd batch taste horrible..the top of the cupcake was burnt even though inside tasted quite ok. =(

SHOULD I STILL GIVE THEM OR JUST EAT IT MYSELF??

Yesterday was my last day at work..i really will miss the kitchen crew. it is my 1st job so i made alot of mistakes n got alot of scolding from the aunties n jiejie, but i still enjoyed my job. they have to take the blame for my wrong doings but did not really scold, which i felt really guilty. sometimes they will joke around n play a fool in the kitchen when there were not many customers and when the manager was not inside. most of the time they will buy food and share with everyone including me.they are really fun and friendly people, i dont feel like leaving but i have to, since its the end of my contract and im not really needed. Even though i still can continue working as a sushi packer or a waitress, but i cannot be able to work on the eve f cny n the 1st 2 days. i cannot be there to help them when they need.

Furthermore, im kinda slow, so i would jam up the orders and party sets which i did during christmas and caused my outlet to lost customers n the poor manager had to take the blame and the scolding from them.. =(( i still wanna enjoy the rest of my holidays spending time with my frens, going for tkd trainings, packing my room and just relax before school starts. they welcome me back to the kitchen to visit them anytime i want. =) before i leave i took some picts of the kitchen and the kitchen helpers with my hp which the quality is horrible, cause i will miss the place. I wanted to take somemore but my papa rushed me, just to go to my ah ma house on time. ='( i will never forget my 2 months spent at heartland mall sakae sushi kitchen. i will post the picts after my training later. i got to get some slp now, i shall continue later. haha..

CNY new Clothes.. =DD

2008-02-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

ALL these except the undies r from THIS FASHION!!

The Economy not very good, so cannot anyhow waste $$ so THIS FASHION clothes can say is cheap bt spoils easily if you do not take good care of them..

I bought quite a number of clothes..haha.since there is 20% off for member's birthday month(my mum) =P

Aren't these dresses CUTE!! =D

Im starting to LOVE these kind of belts..even though it isn't star. =( But there is an ORANGE 1.. ^^

MY UNDIES from U2 !! ONLY 1 bra($9.90). 8 panties(4 for $10) - white, orange, yellow, purple, blue, red n black..hehe..

Mummy Say Must wear red undies on the 1st day Of CNY, to have good luck or smth like that.But i don't really like red undies, even thought i don't have to worry if i suddenly have my period.haha. so i only got 1 set.

I Finally can get a size B34, coz there is extra padding(im not sure what isit called) so i don't have to stuff tissue paper and my chest will look bigger !! LOLX..

Im Bck!!!

2008-02-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS SUPER DEAD!!! I will try my best not to be lazy and keep blogging impt moments in my life before it drifts away from my memory..LOL.

Sorry..its all compliants..i just cnt keep it in my heart any longer..Its just part of growing up nonsense.u cn choose nt to read it.
WHAT IS SO BAD ABOUT CLUBBING AT MY AGE??
its not totally that dangerous if we take precautions..
i dont lyk drinking coz i know im a bad drinker..i just want to go there, enjoy the music, atmosphere n join in the fun dancing yr heart out..anw i also got nth to let guys touch..there r so many other gals with better figure 4 them to eye on.

Since its that dangerous why would ppl even go there 4..why must we reach the legal age then we r able to go.isnt it as dangerous too..

usual saying, evil ppl will drug yr drink or food.u will either end up in heaven or in some remoted place naked. at most dont eat or drink anything or once u take yr eyes off them den dont touch it alrdy.

Just dont talk to strangers n dn accept their free food n drinks.just stay in your own circle of frens n pretend that u dono they r talking to u or just say"sorry,i dn talk or accept things from strangers" then do your own stuff.

My parents dont even allow me to go clubbing without them even when i reached the legal age..WTH!! It wil be so pressurising with them, i cnt get high n be myself. i wld not even dare to move..i rmb, few yrs back, i went to sm old ppl club with them. i just anyhw dance then my parents said im nt dancing the right way, im suppose to do this n that...i saw my father dance, i have no comments..-_-" I dn have the freedom to be myself.Even tot they cn be my ATM machine.Its not that i dont love them but it just feels weird. Im not used to it.. During my competitions or performance, they hardly came to support.. i hardly told them anything about my bf problems(i noe that they will kill me if i had 1, i noe they want to protect me but stoppni me from having 1 will not help) or have a heart to heart session with them.

Feel free to enlighten me if you had faced the same problem as me.. ^^ THANK YOU..

RaCiaL hArMoNY (20july07)

2007-07-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Last Pose..

2ND runner up..me!! =D
I DIDNT DO IT!! but it does look like.. haha.
All The Contestents
my Frens R Hot mAN!!

RaCiaL hArMoNY

2007-07-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

SJ rox...Love U =)

The Contestents.
My PoSE..Cool ??
Baby Flying Kiss ^^
Jes & Me..

RaCiaL hArMoNY

2007-07-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

Me !! Catwalking for Hougang Sec Racial Harmony Ethnic Costume Contest..

EaGlEso4/o4 - POP o7o7o7..

2007-07-15T07:54:00.001+08:00

BaReT tHrOwN.

US..LaSt PhOtO TogEtHeR..

I will nvr 4gt the 4yrs we spend tgt..The fun camps n the hardship we being through.From cadets to NCOs..

ALL FOR 1, 1 FOR ALL

MISS NPCC eagles 04/04 !!

13 JULY 2007

2007-07-15T07:24:00.000+08:00

I was so troubled and do not know what to do,i decided to find my school counselor, Mrs KC. after my recess is bio lesson bt i dropped my bio so im free.i asked Julie to accompany me because i don't like going there alone.we went to the counceling room bt she was not there,we went around the school asking teachers where could she be but she was still no where to be found.

I was getting worried that my problem could not be solve that i went crazy so Julie decided to help me. we went outside the library and i told her my problem.while telling her, i was crying and giggling to myself(i was mad).then wei ting came along and asked what happened, Julie told her and both of them came to my resue.

Julie told me how to talk to my mum because im scared of my mum. she would suddenly have mood swing, her facial expression would always change immediatly.im scared of her fierce eyes staring at you when she is not happy-it is very scary,i would always be out of words.i wrote down what she told me to say and my feelings.

Cute Little Wei Ting, did demo on how to talk to my mum in hilarous motion-that made me laugh.she lifted my mood.

im really thankful to have friends like them.thank you so much..

After school theendy,jess and me went to cafe cartel at hougang mall to have lunch since there is a promotion set lunch at a cheap rate. I forget to bring my wallet so theendy treat me.On the way to the mall, my father called my hp, he tolde me that he had discussed about the competition with my mum.they would allow me to go bt i cannot go for training.i was shoked but happy.

we had alot of fun at cafe cartel and the free flow of bread.The food was very delicious but filling. we were very bloated.

TrOuBlEd..

2007-07-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

OMG..what should i do.??
my tkd sir encouraged me to go for this year's nationals and i have to give him an answer by this week.it will be my last time to fight as a brown belt and to represent Hougang Sec.he has confidence in me that i can get gold.but I'm afraid i cannot,there are so many girls in my category better than me.i even FAILED my poom belt grading because of my footwork during sparing!
I'm also not sure if i want to go a not.i really want to but.my parents mind and my 'o's are coming and I'm still not prepared.my parents stop me from going for trainings after my grading and want me to concentrate fully on my 'o's.i don't know how to convince them to let me go for trainings at least fortnightly and to join the competition willingly.
The competition day falls on my birthday celebration..25 & 26 August..and my actual Birthday is on 27 August!!

ANYONE WHO IS READING MY BLOG PLZ HELP ME..WHAT SHOULD I DO??